As my health continues to fade,my depression increases. It's so difficult for me to get up from the sofa or a seat on the bus. What use to take me just minutes to walk a short distance now takes several minutes and i walk in fear of falling since my balance is so off. Even walking with the cane, i don't feel safe. More and more i become less of a man and more of dependence. Devon, just over 100 pounds, helps me all the time. Especially need when i have been out and my body is so weak i cannot change my own clothes. i don't know who i am anymore and i don't know what will become of me tomorrow. Even there is even a tomorrow for me.
SAISAR unlimited foundation
- Saisar SADDI Berrong
- Happily and proudly married queer male to my beautiful partner Devon. My love and inspiration for a wonderful life is Saisar Saddi Berrong (February 28, 1996 to August 9, 2009), a very beautiful, spoiled and loyal chow/lab mix. (SADDI is far more human and humane than most of the 'humans' we have encountered within my life) I am an award winning poet (Famous Poets Society 1996) with a strong passion for photography. Devon and I are planning to open our own gallery to highlight not only our own talents, but those who are not yet known within the arts community. Everyone needs a beginning and we want to encourage that space and confidence for others. I am also a writer, currently working on a book about my life, the struggles and overwhelming joys. But right now my direction in life has shifted because of my precious SADDI's death. The SAISAR unlimited foundation will work to raise funds for people struggling with vet bills. We will also gather supplies to give to dogs, who along with their humans, are homeless. The memory of SADDI will live on by the good that can be done within the community.
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