i went to bed early last night and now i can't sleep.
Today's my birthday, though the only one's who know are Devon and SADDI's sisters mom, long time family friend, Shirley Van Loon. Devon is spending the day with his Asian Pride friends, so i will spend the day alone.
i've never had a memorial birthday, usually just heartache and loneliness. To be honest, i'm surprised i am still here for this birthday, especially after these couple of days.
My heart is so weak lately that i barely have the energy to walk home from the bus, two blocks away.
i don't expect there will be too many days remaining for me. i don't mind. i've waited for better times, but they never arrived and i know i am just a weight holding Devon down.
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