This current journey i have been on these past several months have been extremely lonely. More than once i have thought about checking out, even tried it over the holidays. The only thing that keeps me going is thinking of SADDI waiting for me. i am not a man of great faith, but i do think if i take my own life i may never see SADDI again. And for allowing SADDI to die of cancer, i deserve what i am going through and feeling. i truly look forward to the day when SADDI see's me from the #RainbowBridge ... her tail wagging widely and barking at me, then jumping up and down until i grab her in my arms and never let go.
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