S A D D I

The day after SADDI died (08/09/09),

i went to the airport, alone, to do some writing.

i went to the airport, filled with people,

knowing it was not a place where i could cry

... and crying was all i wanted to do.

On my way there, walking downtown and on the lightrail,

i just wanted to stop and tell everyone

about SADDI and how much she means to me.

Watching people pass me on the street,

i realized life goes on,

but i honestly didn't want it to without SADDI.

Even to this day, over 7 years later,

whenever i get a chance to talk about SADDI to someone,

i do so.

i only hope, even through my tears,

they will know how very much i love SADDI

and miss her more everyday.