A New Year is about to arrive, more days without the love of my life. 2009 will be remembered for many things, but i shall carry the weight of my beautiful SADDI being taken from me. i am truly so very much in love with SADDI and i smile often thinking of her. Her attitude, her silly ways and her love and devotion for me. What an honor to be so loved and what a blessing to love her so very much. 2009 showed me the limits of friendship that i truly have in my life. It was when i needed people the most that they weren't there for me. So, in this New Year, i am going to protect myself by being more to myself. My energy and attention solely devoted to honoring SADDI with the SAISAR unlimited foundation to help raise money for those struggling with vet bills. No one deserves to suffer, as SADDI did, because of the cruel belittling treatment we received from Dove Lewis and St. John's Animal Clinic. And the truth will prevail with my book 'the TRUTH prevails', sharing the beautiful love story shared by SADDI and i. We went through so much in our 13 1/2 years together, i never would have survived if it weren't for SADDI. Today, i am barely surviving, but i am doing so for SADDI. But nothing will make me happier than being with SADDI again... ... ...

Merry Christmas SADDI

SADDI, my love

i miss you so very much. Loving you, being loved by you, is the greatest thing to ever happen to me. YOU made me a better human, i just wish more people knew you so they also could have been bettered by you. As difficult as everyday without you is, until the day i am happily reunited with you, i know i must honor your life and who you are. i am hurting so much SADDI, i need you here to comfort me. i need you here. Where ever you are SADDI, i truly hope you know how very much you are loved, missed and what a true blessing you are to me, Devon and those you respectfully honor you. Merry Christmas my sweet beautiful baby girl.