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... i need you so much ...

Since you've been gone, so have friends left my life
Selfishly
Cruelly
Unable to accept the hurt i am going through in missing you
And i do miss you so very much SADDI
When life pressed down heavily upon me
You were always there to love and comfort me
When people pretended to care
Only when they truly needed something
And not when my needs mattered
You always supported me
Reminding me that only we truly mattered
And it was so true
All i ever needed was you
Now, more than ever before, all i truly need is to be with you
i no longer feel safe SADDI
i no longer know the meaning of trust
And within this world, i no longer no the meaning of friendship
i need you SADDI
i miss you
i need to be with you
i love you so much SADDI

... remembering my Grandma ...


Alpha Lena Berrong

September 3, 1913 ~ November 21, 1968

... SADDI, my love ...


It was love at first sight

One of our favorite places to be,
along the waterfront on a cool spring day
Our favorite place to be
TOGETHERAnd we will be again, soon

Those adorable ears
i miss talking to you
You were always, and continue to be,
the only one i could truly trust
Not only are you the love of my life
You are my best friend

SADDI, you do realize that i am laying here too