... i need you so much ...

Since you've been gone, so have friends left my life

Selfishly

Cruelly

Unable to accept the hurt i am going through in missing you

And i do miss you so very much SADDI

When life pressed down heavily upon me

You were always there to love and comfort me

When people pretended to care

Only when they truly needed something

And not when my needs mattered

You always supported me

Reminding me that only we truly mattered

And it was so true

All i ever needed was you

Now, more than ever before, all i truly need is to be with you

i no longer feel safe SADDI

i no longer know the meaning of trust

And within this world, i no longer no the meaning of friendship

i need you SADDI

i miss you

i need to be with you

i love you so much SADDI