I LOVE YOU
I MISS YOU
I NEED YOU
~~~happy~~~birthday~~~SADDI~~~
Sunday, February 28 we will celebrate the 14th anniversary of your birth. Like everyday since you were taken from us, the day will be filled with tears, memories, missing and loving you. Oh SADDI, you are the greatest blessing of my entire life, the fulfillment of my heart and i thank you so very much for your friendship, devotion, love and all the laughter you have filled my now broken heart with. i love you. i miss you. And i celebrate and honor you.
... SADDI, my love ...
i miss you so very much, baby girl
life has lost its meaning and purpose without you here
i celebrate you
i love you so very much
now, i live just to be with you again
~S~A~D~D~I~
... i miss you SADDI ...
... i need you SADDI ...
It has been six months since you were taken
from me and i am surprised i have lasted this
long. i cry all day because life is so empty
without you. People don't understand, or
seem to care, how much we mean to one
another and have easily distanced themselves
from me. Even one 'friend' said she had to
pull away from me to protect her heart, while
mine is completely shattered without you.
i think of you and the many memories you share
with me and i can smile with tears falling from my
eyes. i am so truly blessed to love and celebrate
you. Had it not been for you, i would have given
up on this cruel world a very long time ago. And
though i struggle with each day without you, i know
that i cannot given up on life until i have shared
our beautiful love story. To tell the world about you,
why i love you so much and to hopefully teach
humans what it means to be a true friend, as you
have always been to me. The people who have entered
our life, in your life and now, have always failed us
with their cruelty, selfishness and their lack of
compassion. Humans need to learn from you.
As you taught me to be a better human.
i don't know where you have been these past six months.
Many times i have felt you near me. Felt you looking at me.
i've even felt you laying next to me. When i talk aloud to you,
when the house is quiet and lonely, either i am going crazy or
you are speaking to me. when i say ' i love you SADDI', i
always hear "I love you too Rici". And though in life you
weren't able to speak words to me, your actions and looks
always told me how much you love me. Oh SADDI, i miss
you so very much. i will live each remaining day i have on
this ugly earth honoring you, but the truth is, i want nothing
more than to be with you. With you i was always safe, always
know i was loved and even when things weren't going well,
with you i was always happy. i want to be happy again SADDI.
But that wont happen until i am with you again.
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