... because of people like you ...

i have no desire to live in this world anymore without SADDI

and it is because of people like you

and you know who you are

you only add to the cruel loneliness inside of my heart now

you say you are a friend, but if you read your words

TRULY read them

you would see the hurt you only add to my life

i know i owe you

but that DOES NOT mean i have to put up with how you belittle me

how you have no compassion for what i am going through

i regret i allowed you into my life

i regret allowing you to know anything about me

i regret this debt owed to you

it DOES NOT allow you to stab my already broken heart with your words

it DOES NOT

this world is not worth living in if it means having to be hurt by you

over

and over

and over again

i'd much rather be with SADDI than anywhere near people like you

and there are so many like you on this earth who show fake friendship

but true hurt