i have no trust in humans
Never will i again
Friends and family have betrayed me
With ease and no discomfort they easily walked away
Friends and family have betrayed me
With excuses that allows them a pathetic reasoning to be cruel
Don't call yourselves friends if you have no clue as to the meaning of being a friend
Don't call yourselves family when your blood is cold, just like your heart
i have no use for your abuse
No use to have my trust shattered by your knife within my heart
Friendship doesn't leave you when it is needed the most
The act is selfish
Friendship stands by you, to support you, in times of need
Releasing your selfish urges to show compassion and understanding
To share in the tears
The laughter
The hopes and successes
Even the failures and darkness
In my life, i have watched so many walk out of my life
Taking my trust and love with them
Leaving me with the regret that i ever tried
The guilt of what had been wasted on them
Friends of a few months and even several years walked away
Never looking back at the emotional mess they left behind
Family took it upon their self to judge, without looking at their own sins
Family?
A word and emotion that no longer carries meaning to me
My laughter builds thinking of the meaning of family
While watching my own family shattering and reinventing the meaning
So it fits their betrayal
i have no trust in humans
Never will i again
However, what they all lack is what i celebrate
What i embrace
What guides me away from their feeding of forced negatives
i know the meaning of friendship
i know the meaning of family
i know the meaning of love
It was all taught and shared with me by the most glorious being ever
And it is because of SADDI that i am able to live
No one else has giving me that reason
Not even found within myself
But because of SADDI, i know truth
Because of SADDI, i know friendship
Because of SADDI, i know family
Because of SADDI, i know love
Because of SADDI, i know me
