It is impossible for me to believe that my beautiful precious SADDI has been gone now for three years. Everyday i think about all the things that i miss and it is everything. From the simple things like her thick black hair shedding all over the rug, taking her to the park and playfully pulling chunk after chunk of her hair off and watching it float away in the wind. The beautiful moments that helped me to survive, like the way she would look at me with such love in her eyes. The way she would lean her body against mine as we sat in the park attached to the college and watched the students passing by. As my health began to fail and she no longer could walk in the pace she was use to, adjusting her prance, often stopping to wait for me to catch up. Or whenever i laid down, SADDI always was there to cuddle closely against me. i miss the smell of her paws. i miss chasing her through the house, grabbing at her tail and having her looking back at me with that huge wonderful smile. i miss how she protected me. i miss rushing home from work so i could be with her again. i miss my SADDI so very much and truly cannot wait until the day that we are together again.