Another sleepless night. i cannot begin to express how tired i am, but my mind is restless racing with many thoughts. i know, due to my health, my time on this earth is limited and i will soon face the unknown. i just hope on the other side SADDI is waiting for me. i love her so much and more thank 5 years later, i miss her even more. Over the past 6 months or so, i have watched as my body is giving up on me. Basic walking takes so much out of me. Stepping up, into a bus, is a worry for me, rather i will make it or fall on my face. i feel 'normal' when i am sitting, but the moment i have to get up i am reminded for what is not my reality. My throat closes up and i begin choking on my food or drink. It's so bad and embarrassing that i realize i can no longer go out to eat. i'm not me anymore.
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