i know i am going to die soon ... and i really don't care. Basically, my life ended on August 9, 2009 when SADDI was taken from me. Also, as my health continues to fail and my body changes, where i am not able to do the things i did before, i don't want to live in this warped body any longer. They effort it takes just to get up from the sofa proves i will never be as i once was. My joy of photography is over as i am unable to stand still long enough to take a picture. i also realize that the people in my life don't truly care if i live or die, they'll move. Just as my family did. As my depression takes over, i just accept the fact now that i have not made a difference in this life, as i had hoped, and i am too tired and weak to do so now. Any day, any moment, i will be dead. No longer a burden on those around me.
SAISAR unlimited foundation
- Saisar SADDI Berrong
- Happily and proudly married queer male to my beautiful partner Devon. My love and inspiration for a wonderful life is Saisar Saddi Berrong (February 28, 1996 to August 9, 2009), a very beautiful, spoiled and loyal chow/lab mix. (SADDI is far more human and humane than most of the 'humans' we have encountered within my life) I am an award winning poet (Famous Poets Society 1996) with a strong passion for photography. Devon and I are planning to open our own gallery to highlight not only our own talents, but those who are not yet known within the arts community. Everyone needs a beginning and we want to encourage that space and confidence for others. I am also a writer, currently working on a book about my life, the struggles and overwhelming joys. But right now my direction in life has shifted because of my precious SADDI's death. The SAISAR unlimited foundation will work to raise funds for people struggling with vet bills. We will also gather supplies to give to dogs, who along with their humans, are homeless. The memory of SADDI will live on by the good that can be done within the community.
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