what if ...

a question i have been asking myself a lot lately. With the passing's of Robin Williams and Taylor Negron, two beautiful kind amazing souls, and my own health situation, there is a lot of thought about this being all there is. Of course my hope is that i will be reunited with my precious Saisar SADDI Berrong, but who truly knows what happens when our time in this current body expires. Is this all there is? If that is true, if after we die there is nothing more, our time, limited or extended, is even more meaningful upon this earth. Today. Robin, Taylor and SADDI gave so much of themselves to others and never stood up and begged for anything in return. They just shared through love and goodness, making their lives so very powerfully true. None of us know how much time we have remaining, because there is no guarantee for tomorrow, so why waste it on a selfish meaningless agenda? There is more to this life then you. If you are so honored to wake up tomorrow, it will be today. And today is what matters. Make it matter. i have witnessed such cruel behavior in the name of people's chosen beliefs. And i have experienced love from my stunningly beautiful and ridiculously talented husband Devon Yan. i have not been so worthy of this grandest reward, i must do better. Be better. Today. ‪#‎SameLove‬ Personally, i do not want to exit this glorious earth and have anyone questioning how i felt about them. The saddest thing you can do is wait until someone is gone forever to share how you feel about them. What if, as likely as it is, they can't hear or feel you. While they, while you, are still here, be heard and felt. Don't wait for them, encourage and inspire them. In this often crazy world, love more, judge less. Share more, be selfish less.