i'm beyond ready to die
To be reunited with my SADDI again
i no longer want to be on this earth
Yesterday was my birthday
i spent it alone
Devon spent it with his Asian friends
Because i wasn't feeling, i just came home
He didn't
i told him to have dinner with them
After their Pride event
But i figured he come home
To share part of the day with me
Honestly, i just want to die
There is no happiness
Only pain
i know i do not deserve anything positive
SADDI didn't deserve to suffer
i do
Whatever time remains for me
i will cry
my chest will hurt
And i will never know the joy others take for granted
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