? ? ?

Did i dodge a bullet?

i don't have a fever.

My blood sugar is down from the 300's (too high)

to 145 this morning.

i'll likely still have to go into the hospital on Wednesday,

but i'm feeling hopeful this morning

... the first time in several weeks.

(Two Hours Later)
i checked my blood sugar again
All i had this morning was my pill and some ice tea with sweetener
My blood sugar was over 300 again
i don't understand


i coughed really hard
(part of the fun with the heart failure)
i got to the sink just in time to throw up

i know i deserve all this because i couldn't do anything for SADDI