These cold lonely nights always remind me of the simple, but special life, i shared with SADDI. i truly miss making her dinner, but she would always sit next to me while i ate so i could share. When i was done, she'd finally go eat her own dinner. Our morning walks before i went to work and our couple of evening walks after i came home, which were always longer. Sitting on the sofa, watching TV, with SADDI's head rested on my leg. The barking i received when i returned home. The groans SADDI let out when i tried to get her out of bed in the morning. Having to take a shower with her because she hated baths so much. She cry and try to get out as i scrubbed her down. Then, while still in the tub, drying her off, waiting for her to shake off the extra water ... but every time she'd wait until she got out of the bath tub and jumped on the bed to shake.
An hour never passes without thinking of SADDI ... sometimes i smile, sometimes i cry ... sometimes both at the same time.
Former friends have said i could easily get another 'dog', but SADDI wasn't a dog ... to me, for me, SADDI was so much more. And always will be. Honestly, i don't care if people understand, they weren't there during the most difficult times in my life ... SADDI was. And with her, even though i felt lost, confused, alone ... i was loved. And loved so much. And i love ... i love SADDI so much. Words or tears could never express how much i miss her.
And truly look forward to being reunited soon.
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