i woke myself up again this morning calling out SADDI's name. i was dreaming that she was cuddled with Devon on the bed, while i was laying on the sofa. Being selfish, i wanted her to cuddle with me. SADDI was comfortable, wrapped under a blanket, but i kept calling her. i could feel my pillow wet with my tears because all i have ever wanted for nearly 8 years is to hold my SADDI. But these dreams, that i have often, are so real. i see them as a gift from SADDI, even as painful as they are, they remind me of my sweet lil girl who i love so very much.
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