SADDI

i love loving YOU.

i love being so in love with YOU.

i love that YOU loved me so much.

i love that YOU are my best friend.

Even today.

i love that YOU could always make me smile,

even on my worse moments, my worse days.

Even today. 

i love that when i felt alone,

YOU were, are,

there to remind me that i'm truly not alone.

i love that YOU picked me.

i hate that i wake up everyday

and the first thought that i have

is that it's another day without YOU.

i hate that today, i take walks alone.

i hate that i couldn't save YOU

from the cancer that took you away from me.

i hate that whomever is in charge of this craziness called life,

decided that beautiful gentle souls,

like YOU,

aren't allowed to live, teach and love for a longer time. 

i need YOU.

SADDI, i need YOU so much.