Daily, i live the the guilt that i didn't do more and couldn't do more to save my SADDI. Never will i ever forgive myself for SADDI's suffering. It will always be the greatest reason why i hate myself so much. But i always remember how brave SADDI was. An even at the end, when she placed her paw on my hand, she was taking care of me. 10 years sounds like a long time to grieve, but even if i live another 100 years, each day will be a reminder that SADDI deserved so much more. Even though we were only together 13.5 years, SADDI gave me a lifetime of faithful love and friendship. Not to comfort me, but to honor SADDI, is why i started the SAISAR unlimited foundation SADDI needs to be remembered as the one who changed me, gave me hope and continues to give me reason to move forward and try harder. Thank you SADDI.
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