S A D D I

i daydream a lot, especially these days.  One of my most vivid daydreams is when i am sitting in my wheelchair, looking out into the back yard, watching the silly squirrels.  Without closing my eyes, i can see SADDI sitting on the sofa, in front of me, also watching the squirrels.  Turning occasionally to smile at me.  That amazing smile.  If SADDI were still with us, i know she would be spending a good deal of her day, seated on the sofa, just looking outside.  But in someway, i still feel her with me, enjoying the view of the playing squirrels.